Day 11

It is difficult to eat smth special when you not at home, so I ate simple food like tomatoes, cheese and so on. 

And I have read a boog 'Vegan.Freak' which has not changed me but make me to think about some things. I read it in russian, so I cant gave you some original quotes... But I can write my thoughts for now about veganism and vegetarianism.

Due to no vegan shoops it's diffucult to find many products in my city and eat just oatmeal and vegetables is not good, and I have not too much many to realise my food ideas, so I am not ready to became a vegan, and I do not think to act so fast is good idea, so, for now eggs and milk are food I will eat with other, more over when you are at guests house for some weeks - you do not eat meat and it's already a problem, so do not eat eggs and milk products I will be just hungry, as I was for some days...so, continue.

When I was a child my relatives had a rabbit, they loved him, huged him and then... They it him! The same rabbit. Not other one. The same rabbit that was a friend. Already as a child I could not understand it.

Other examples I felt bad when some my friends of mine were wearing clothes and shoes with rabbit fur. Or just talk how they will cook rabbit with sauce... 

One more example I saw in the store a rabbit, frozen rabbit meat, and it was a fluffy paws from the plastic bag ((( horrible...

For one year I had a rabbit, it was my black little friend, may be he is still alive, I do not know. I loved him, but then when I was out of the city my parents sold him to man who has a lot of rabbit girls and need a boy. Actually this rabbit was a kind of salary for my father, for meat, but - no way. I cant imagine it! 

Other thought I think most of people do not think what they eat. It is not they who killed animals, they were already dead and if they refuse of meat animals will not became alive again. And it is 'thought' of lots of people, and I thought in the same way earlier. 

And now if I know I cant eat meat - I do not eat it. I am not crying over the plate with ham and sausages. 

But I had difficulties in cafe. Almost nothing to order. When you are a vegetarian. I do not talk about vegan. Vegan in Russia...oh. Possible but difficult. A greek salad and a cake with tea...

In comparison my favourite Berlin! I love Berlin even more than I loved the city before (if it is possible).

http://youtu.be/Q6kl5xnwV-A

Enjoy)